Eddy has been on reservist since last Monday and will only be back on Friday, if lucky.
And it’s Thursday.
I’ve whined and whined to Eddy about his lack of communication this past few days and he tried to make me understand.
I guess I wasn’t in the mood to hear his explanations so I resorted to do what I do best: sulk.
One of the things that he hates most is me, sulking.
We argued until wee hours in the morning and ta-dah!
I received a call from him when I was about to get ready for work.
:))
I'm not sure if he calls because he just wants to shut me up or he really understood my position.
Well, I admit he pampers me too much but THIS i won't budge.
I can’t see any reason for him not to call or SMS me during the day, no matter how buzy he is in camp.
I don’t like the feeling of neglect by my own boyfriend.
I know that it is not on purpose that he chooses to call me only after 11.30pm for the past few days but nothing could make me understand that he is sooooooo buzy to the point that he could not call or SMS me during the day.
I'm not asking for the world.
Just an SMS or call to know that no matter how buzy he is, he still thinks of me.
That's not asking for too much what, right?
It just doesn’t make any sense.
Thank you for putting in effort to call me in the morning, baby.
You have no idea how much it means to me.

Anyways… I was being exceptionally emotional yesterday that I re-read every single email that we have sent to each other. More than 500 emails were exchanged and I’ve actually compiled Eddy’s parting phrases of some of the emails.

The common ones are:
• Love,
• Nak berak,
• Sleepy head,
• I love you,
• Muahks,
• Best regards, (??!!!! That’s only because that was a default in his email)

The grateful ones are:
• Luckiest Guy on Earth,
• Lucky to have the Best, (ehem! ;))
• The Luckiest BF,

The sweet ones are:
• Your life companion,
• Until the day the ocean doesn't touch the sand,
• The only one who truly loves you,
• No one else but you Nurul Huda,
• Kuang2 and Poo2 Dad, (Kuang2 and Poo2 were our goldfishes..)

The crazy ones are:
• Dah Korek telinga tapi masih pekak =(,
• Your BF is crappy, but he loves you because you’re crappy too =)),
• Your Buang terbiat BF,
• Victoria’s Secret, I mean NuruLL’s Love, ;p
• The person who loves to irritate you,

And I noticed a pattern with him..

When he is sad he will go:
• ,
• :(,

When he is mad he will go:
• …,

But the most annoying thing about my boyfriend is that he loves to be better than me:

When I said:
• You’re cheese in my cheese fries,
He said:
• You’re my Chilli Sauce to my McSpicy,

When I said:
• Bluek,
He said:
• Winks,

When I said:
• Xoxo,
He said:
• XOXOXO,





Now I miss him so much already.
:((
Come home soon, my love...
*blows kisses*

I'm NuruLL.
20 April
Forever 21
msn:
juvenile_jade@hotmail.com
I'm just a riddle wrapped in a mystery inside a bitch.


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