My mom has been annoying me lately.
She thinks that I am treating our home like some kind of a hotel and that I come back and out as I please.
and when I do come home and tell her that I'm not in the mood to eat, she will nag about how I never liked her food and that she will not be cooking for me anymore.
Yet, every time I come home, she will be telling me she left me some food to eat.

She will be telling me to make my bed before going off to work and every time I don't, she will be screaming on the phone on how I treat her like a maid and that she will not make my bed for me.
Yet, every time I come home, my bed will be made.

And when I come home early, I will spend my time surfing the net in my room, with the door closed. She would open the door a few times, trying to make small talks with me and I will sound so disinterested that she said that I've grown up to be so arrogant for my own good and she plans not to chat me up anymore.
Yet, every time I come home early and spend my time resting in my own room, with the door closed, she would still open the door a few times.
"Have you eaten yet? I left you something to eat on the stove."
"How's work today?"
"Mak went to blablablablablabla."

My mum never gives up on me.
No matter how much I annoy her.
I love you mummy.
I'm sorry I haven't been a good enough daughter.

I'm NuruLL.
20 April
Forever 21
msn:
juvenile_jade@hotmail.com
I'm just a riddle wrapped in a mystery inside a bitch.


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