I’m guilty of not updating my blog often.
First of all, no one reads this blog anymore, including my bf.
Second of all, I tried to blog about something but nothing comes to mind.
Third of all, Facebook and Tumblr have been doing all the updating of my life for me.
This space is quite redundant.

But since no one reads this blog anymore, I’m gonna let my feelings go free here.

It is fine with me that my boyfriend has girl friends.
It is fine with me.
Heck, I have guy friends too!
It is fine with me that she calls my boyfriend or texts him whenever.
It is fine with me if she wants to have dinner with my boyfriend.
I’m okay with that.
It's okay that this girl hangs out with his cousins or his friends when I'm not around before.
because, you all know that I have a curfew right?
But tell me something.
Am I over reacting to feel that it is INAPPROPRIATE for his girl friend to accompany him to HIS HOUSE and meet his parents and his nephew?
He told me that she did not come to his house, she just waited outside.
When he told me this, I FLIPPED.
Don't get me wrong. it's not that I don't like her.
I hung out with her a few times with Eddy before and they are platonic.
BUT why would she want to accompany MY boyfriend to HIS HOUSE?
they ate at tampines, go back to his house at simei and went all the way back again to tampines.
His parents were there!
I mean what would his parents think?
Nurul is not there but its okay, some other girl can accompany my son go back home to take his stuffs??
Oh, because she is meeting her friends after that and she has some time to kill.
But this has gone BEYOND inappropriate.
She now constantly writes on MY boyfriend’s wall.
At first it was the little things like answering questions from random friends for him.
then it’s adding comments to show that she knows him a whole lot more.
Then it’s thanks for the ride!
Then it’s hey buddy, thanks for the call & thanks for making me laugh to forget the pain @ the end. march ok! we all lepak..

My best friend asked me how I could stand someone doing that to my boyfriend.
It didn’t bother me at first.
But now it’s more and more frequent to the point that SHE IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!
What really irks me the most is that she said something about replacing me to watch a movie with my boyfriend because I don’t want to go???
And
she said she is demoted to number 2??
I mean WTFFFFFF!
Since when has she been in number 1??
And my best boyfriend in the world thinks it is no big deal.
His girl friend said this kind of things in MY wall and he thinks it’s no big deal.
She is driving me crazy!!!!!!!!!
And my boyfriend’s reaction to the whole situation is DRIVING ME CRAZIER!!!!
"If it is important enough to you, you will find a way. If it is not, you will find an excuse"
and you know what is my boyfriends BIG DEAL IS.
He thinks I need to take anger management classes.


ARGH!!!!!!
tell me I'm not crazy, people.

I'm NuruLL.
20 April
Forever 21
msn:
juvenile_jade@hotmail.com
I'm just a riddle wrapped in a mystery inside a bitch.


Regret comes in all shapes and sizes. Some are small, like when we do a bad thing for a good reason. Some are bigger like when we let down a friend. Some of us escape the pains of regret by making the right choice. Some of us have little time for regret because were looking forward to the future. Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past, and sometimes we bury our regret by promising to change our ways. But our biggest regrets are not for the things we did but for the things we didn’t do and the things we didn’t say.

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