2009 starts with Eddy and I putting our new year resolution on paper and putting them together in a small bottle.
The bottle is on my desk right now. (FYI, I'm at work.)
Needless to say, the resolution did not happen.
And after this entry, I will be throwing it out the bloody window.
The year will end in a few hours' time, much to my delight.
I came into 2009 with lots of hope, love and a dream, but it did not happened as such at all.
My life in 2009 has been stagnant and unproductive.
I used to be so ambitious wanting to get a degree, a driving license, travel to anywhere everywhere!
But all I get this year was a lot of waiting, heart breaking, disappointments and even more heartbreak.
This year is by far the worst year of my adult life.
I could have done more.
I should have done so much more but I let myself be trapped into this black hole that I now call my own.
The only things in 2009 that I could actually bring to 2010 will be the life lessons.

Life lesson #1 - Things don't always turn out the way you planned or the way you think they actually should. So don't beat yourself over it, because that's just how life is.

Life lesson #2 - There are things that will go wrong that don’t always get fixed or get put back together the way they were before. So learn to be accepting.

Life lesson #3 - You can't expect anything from anyone. Expectations not only makes you go crumbling down, it will also ruin your relationship with people you care about.

Life lesson #4 - You need a few good friends at work to keep you sane. Only because work can be such a major pain in your behind.

Life lesson #5 - Keep in touch with your friends. I admit that I have not been a good friend this year. But I will try my best not to let you down this year. I'm sorry, best friend.

Life lesson #6 - You are in-charge of your own happiness. So be what you want, do what you want that makes you happy.

Life lesson #7 - Learn to forgive.

I don't regret 2009, don't get me wrong...
I'm just glad it's over and done with.
Now, I'm crawling out of my black hole, still with lots of hope, love and a dream.
:)
I can tell 2010 will be better, simply because I've learned my lesson.
;))
Happy new year everyone!
May Allah keep you safe, sane and guide you to the right path.
Insya-allah.

I will be 'celebrating' the New Year countdown at home while slaving away for my elder sister. She will be getting engaged on 1 Jan 10. Congrats, Kak. You finally reeled him in. ;p

P.S.: I have no idea why I put my picture in this post but i don't care. ahahahah.
ok bye!

I'm NuruLL.
20 April
Forever 21
msn:
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I'm just a riddle wrapped in a mystery inside a bitch.


Regret comes in all shapes and sizes. Some are small, like when we do a bad thing for a good reason. Some are bigger like when we let down a friend. Some of us escape the pains of regret by making the right choice. Some of us have little time for regret because were looking forward to the future. Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past, and sometimes we bury our regret by promising to change our ways. But our biggest regrets are not for the things we did but for the things we didn’t do and the things we didn’t say.

If you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't need me at my best. :)

Life's too short. To fight. To be miserable. Don't let the bitter ones change how awesome you are.