I think my management is crazy. They said in my performance review interview that I did quite well blablabla and mentioned that my ranking was the higher portion of Grade 3.
(Side track abit. There are grade 1, 2, 3, 4 and 5. Grade 1 is for those who has attitude problem. Grade 2 is for those who just meet the Key Point Indicators (KPI). Grade 3 is for those who exceeded the KPI. This is where 85% of staff will be. Grade 4 and Grade 5 is for those who are either superhuman or bootlickers. For Grade 3, there will be a range. Example will be 0.8 – 2.0. For those who did better, they will get 2.0. Those who did okay okay will get 0.8. You get the idea right? Riiight.)
Anyway, my manager said I’m in the higher Grade 3 position. Of course I was ecstatic! Truth be told, I did a lot of shit work for others as well for the club, which counts for the whole company okay! So although I thought I deserve to be in Grade 4, I figured that maybe it is fine. To get bonuses now is a miracle judging from the poor economy. Come pay day and what did I come to find? I got the highest range for Grade 3. But guess what?? All the colleagues that shared their performance bonus information have the highest range for Grade 3 as well! Imagine that. So what is the moral of the story, people? Do you think I should continue doing more than what I should be doing, knowing that I will not get what I deserve in the end or should I just suck it up and do what I did last year, hoping they will do the right thing in the end? By the end of the month, almost ¾ of my pay and bonus is gone just like that. I didn’t even get to buy anything I really want like the pretty Tiffany & Co. bracelet. Or the make-up kit from Chanel.
Now I’m starting to wonder if working just for the sake of money is a good idea. Now I’m starting to wonder if it is all worth it. :(
♥ Myself ♥
I'm NuruLL. 20 April Forever 21 msn: juvenile_jade@hotmail.com
I'm just a riddle wrapped in a mystery inside a bitch.
♥ Feelings ♥
Regret comes in all shapes and sizes. Some are small, like when we do a bad thing for a good reason. Some are bigger like when we let down a friend. Some of us escape the pains of regret by making the right choice. Some of us have little time for regret because were looking forward to the future. Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past, and sometimes we bury our regret by promising to change our ways. But our biggest regrets are not for the things we did but for the things we didn’t do and the things we didn’t say.
♥ Words I live by ♥
If you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't need me at my best. :)
Life's too short. To fight. To be miserable. Don't let the bitter ones change how awesome you are.
