The day started off okay.. normal..
my M was not around.
So i get my peace and quiet.
:D
I was looking forward to end of work coz i was to play bowling with Eddy's family.
After work, they picked me up and off we went to Orchid Country Club for bowling...
I'm not really a fan of bowling but Eddy's family are HUGE fans of bowling.
His mummy and makciks spend around 2-3days a week playing bowling.
I only played one game and i was already tired.
-___-
My fingers hurt like hell.
Eddy's younger sister was really really really good.
She even beat her bf on the 2nd game!
I'm so ashamed of my score, man...
tsktsk.
fyi: Eddy has been staying at OCC for a few days now for sg idol. I knew we had no chance of meeting him but I guess his dad wanted to be close to him... He has a close knitted family and they spend alot of time together, thus a reason why I always hang in his house, watching movies and playing sims 3. Plus, his house have everything! from playstation 2 to wii to the latest movies! whatever new gadget that comes out, his daddy always buys it.
Okay back to the story.
After bowling we went to eat at the dunno wher.
All the judges of sg idol were there sitting in couches, more or less comfortably.
I will make a guess that there are some elimination thing going on and true enough!
one by one the contestants came out.
Eddy said that if I did not hear from him until Sat, it means that he has gotten through to the top 24.
but if he called on Thursday, it means he didn't make it...
We were eating dinner and looking out for Eddy at the exact same time.
hahaha.
Saw some of the contestants cried.. most probably they didn't make it.
Saw some of the contestants jumped for joy...
We finished eating already and it was already 9pm.
and still no sign of Eddy.
We were about to go off and my heart raced like crazy when I saw him walking up to the judges.
In my mind, I was thinking what it would happen if I came out of the restaurant, came up to Eddy and gave him a biiiiig hug!
hahaha.
I'm crazy that way.
Obviously I didn't do it la.
duuuuh.
When he got up from his seat, my heart sank.
I knew.
I wished I didn't know.
When I reached home, his mummy SMSed me, "Nurul jangan sedih sedih k?"
I wasn't sad.
But I know she was.
I got sick that day and I got 2 days MC.
and what is the first thing i do when I get my MC?
Go to Eddy's house to cheer him up.

From more 3000 people that auditioned, you were the top 40...
It's okay...
There are other ways to reach for your dream, baby..
Just don't stop believing, alright?
*hugs*

I'm NuruLL.
20 April
Forever 21
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