This is probably one of the worst day of 2009! Every little thing that I have done goes unappreciated! and I feel damn shitty right now. I did everything you wanted me to do. I never say no! even when i'm buzy and rushing to do something else that important, i never say no to you. I volunteered to do the extra stuffs on top of my core function some more! I do all you stupid admin stuffs like printing stuffs for you, typing out stuffs for you, blablabla and THIS is what I get! Bloody hell! I did alot if not MORE than the rest but I'm in the same grade as them. IS THAT FUCKING FAIR OR WHAT???? I hate the fact that I can't scream at your face and tell you to go to hell where you truly belong. What else do you fucking expect me to do??? Lick your DIRTY ASS?? I don't want to do that because I have principles unlike you. STOP MAKING LAME EXCUSES AND TELL ME THAT I SHOULD HAVE STAYED BACK LIKE SOME OF THE PEOPLE HERE BECAUSE THEY FUCKING HELL DO NOT HAVE A LIFE. THEY ARE SINGLES COMING TO 40 AND YOU WANT ME TO BE LIKE THEM?? WORK-LIFE BALANCE MY FOOT LA! THEY STAYED BACK BECAUSE THEY ARE INEFFICIENT IDIOTS WHO COULD NEVER FINISH THEIR WORK ON TIME. AND ALL THE TIMES WHEN I STAYED BACK UNTIL 11PM TO FINISH MY WORK WHICH IS NOT MY CORE FUNCTION, YOU DID NOT TAKE NOTICE. FUCK YOU FOR BEING SO FUCKING CALCULATIVE. FUCK YOU FOR BEING SO FUCKING RIGID AND INFLEXIBLE. FUCK YOU FOR TELLING ME THAT I SHOULD MAINTAIN MY GRADE OR GIVE MORE. WHEN I HAVE GIVEN MY VERY BEST FOR THIS SHIT! YOU WILL NO LONGER HAVE MY RESPECT YOU MOTHERFUCKER SON OF A BITCH. I FUCKING HATE YOU. I ADMIT I DO NOT PRAY AS OFTEN BUT I WILL PRAY FOR YOU. I WILL PRAY THAT YOU WILL GET WHAT YOU TRULY DESERVE AND THAT IS HELL. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!!!!
♥ Myself ♥
I'm NuruLL. 20 April Forever 21 msn: juvenile_jade@hotmail.com
I'm just a riddle wrapped in a mystery inside a bitch.
♥ Feelings ♥
Regret comes in all shapes and sizes. Some are small, like when we do a bad thing for a good reason. Some are bigger like when we let down a friend. Some of us escape the pains of regret by making the right choice. Some of us have little time for regret because were looking forward to the future. Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past, and sometimes we bury our regret by promising to change our ways. But our biggest regrets are not for the things we did but for the things we didn’t do and the things we didn’t say.
♥ Words I live by ♥
If you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't need me at my best. :)
Life's too short. To fight. To be miserable. Don't let the bitter ones change how awesome you are.
