I remember not too long ago last September… Eddy surprised me at work.
:)
A day I will never forget.

Me: "Baby! Why didn't you answer my call or e-mails today? Where we eating?!"
Love: "I'm sorry dear, I'm kinda busy now. I call you back in a while? We eating at Marina Square."
Me: "Why?!"
Love: "I call you back in a while please."

I hung up.
I was damn pissed.
I had a bad day and he didn't even want to answer my calls or emails.

Love: "Hello Baby, I'm outside your workplace."
Me: "Don't bluff!"
Love: "I love you baby. Bye."

I rushed outside searching for him. (Chey! Macam filem drama Hindustan gitu!)

Me: "Baby you're really here! I wanna hug you!"
Love: "I'll make your Thursday better alright. And I got something for you but you gotta go back and finish your work."
Me: “Okay. You will still be here right?”
Love: “I will still be here okay Baby? You go ahead and finish your work and I'll be waiting for you right here."
Me: "Okay, you wait here ok? I Love you!"

And there it was. A fish tank with 2 goldfishes on my work desk.
We named them, Kuang Kuang and Poo Poo.






It was a tragedy when Kuang Kuang passed on.
We always knew he was…different.
It took quite a while for us to recover…
Poor Poo Poo has to learn to live alone.


One day, a cockroach attacked Poo Poo while she was happily swimming on her own, dreaming for a bigger fish tank.
The cockroach jumped from the filter and into the water, grabbing hold of Poo Poo!
(I swear to God that this story is true!)
Poo Poo was trying to break free from the stupid disgusting cockroach and wriggled herself from that monster.
Luckily, Eddy’s brother, Erwin who was getting ready for school, saw the whole incident and instantly screamed for Super Mom!
O_o (He could have saved Poo Poo himself, considering he is already 16 years old, but NO… He decided to scream for his mother instead.)

It was a traumatizing time for Poo Poo. She was always seen staying in one corner of the tank staring into space.
Thus, Eddy and I decided that it was time for her to get a new friend, Kaka.






But just barely 5 days after Kaka arrived, Poo Poo passed on.
We couldn’t understand the reason why she would die.
I mean we did everything in our power to make her happy.
I don’t know what we did wrong…
It was a double catastrophe for us when Kaka passed away too.
It may be due to a sickness that Kaka had infected Poo Poo with it.
All of our fishes are now buried side by side.
We decided to make something out of the tank, in honor of remembering them.
So sad that they all have to go…
:(
But that's life I guess.
But I know you did your best, love..
We did our best.

I'm NuruLL.
20 April
Forever 21
msn:
juvenile_jade@hotmail.com
I'm just a riddle wrapped in a mystery inside a bitch.


Regret comes in all shapes and sizes. Some are small, like when we do a bad thing for a good reason. Some are bigger like when we let down a friend. Some of us escape the pains of regret by making the right choice. Some of us have little time for regret because were looking forward to the future. Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past, and sometimes we bury our regret by promising to change our ways. But our biggest regrets are not for the things we did but for the things we didn’t do and the things we didn’t say.

If you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't need me at my best. :)

Life's too short. To fight. To be miserable. Don't let the bitter ones change how awesome you are.