I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain
I never needed strain
My love for you was strong enough, you should have known

I never needed you for judgement
I never needed you to question what I spend
I never asked for help
I take care of myself
I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So look at me and listen to me

Because,
I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush
There is no other way
I get the final say
Because,
I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act, to what I say
I never needed words
I never needed hurt
I never needed you to be there every day

I'm sorry for the way I let go
Of everything I wanted when you came along
But I am never beaten
Broken, not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong

I'm NuruLL.
20 April
Forever 21
msn:
juvenile_jade@hotmail.com
I'm just a riddle wrapped in a mystery inside a bitch.


Regret comes in all shapes and sizes. Some are small, like when we do a bad thing for a good reason. Some are bigger like when we let down a friend. Some of us escape the pains of regret by making the right choice. Some of us have little time for regret because were looking forward to the future. Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past, and sometimes we bury our regret by promising to change our ways. But our biggest regrets are not for the things we did but for the things we didn’t do and the things we didn’t say.

If you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't need me at my best. :)

Life's too short. To fight. To be miserable. Don't let the bitter ones change how awesome you are.